I didn’t want to write about what happened at Virginia Tech. It’s a tragedy that really goes beyond anything I can say about it. But, three days removed from it I still feel anger, for a number of reasons. First the actual events. I’ve just been having the picture in my head of this kid walking down the halls and I can’t imagine what it must have been like. I envision myself there and what I would have done. Who knows that. You can never imagine what it is you would do in a situation such as that unless you are in it. The murder of 32 innocent kids, just getting to exprience life fully, is absolutely horrific. I can’t imagine. My thoughts and prayers are with the families.

Another thing that gets me angry is seeing this fucking bastard’s face and words plastered all over the local news channels, the national news channels, every major newspaper, every website, you name it, you see him. Christ NBC Nightly News played clips of the videos he sent in. Hypocritically I disagree with doing that. I say that I hypocritically disagree because I watched it. But isn’t this exactly what this fuck wanted? Aren’t we in a way glorifying what he did? Letting him be able to express his fucked up views and thoughts. It’s pathetic.

And the last thing that gets me angry. It’s not his parents fault, it’s not TV’s fault, it’s not the music industry’s fault and it’s not the movie industry’s fault. Blame for this lies on one person and one person only. Cho Seung-Hui. Whether or not his pictures were taken from that movie are irrelevent. That’s what’s wrong with this country these days. Everything is pushed onto someone else. There is no accountability for your actions. Movies didn’t tell him to do this. A song didn’t tell him to do this. I don’t care what you say, that’s a fucking bullshit excuse. Fuck, I wathced The Terminator when I was 6 years old, SIX! Sure your surroundings play a part in how you turn out, but at some point you have to look in the mirror. This kid was a fucking coward who couldn’t deal with being a social mutant. Gain some fucking social skills, if you can’t live in a normal society, then don’t go to a major university. Go to some little community college, live at home, work and that’s that. If you want to write, then write. Don’t make excuses that other kids have it better, and the rich kids get this and that, fuck you. That is such a load of shit. Push it off onto other people instead of realizing that you’re the one with the problem. It’s bullshit. And the fact that this shit-head pulled the gun on himself instead of facing what he had coming to him proves that he is a coward. I hope he burns in hell.